24/30
Change the
conversation.
~ Don Draper
~ Don Draper
my mother was a
hoarder this is not a cautionary tale this is true my mother hoarded secrets my
mother was a hoarder she hoarded held held on to everything except husbands except
children my mother was a hoarder like the television show but worse my mother was
a hoarder she hoarded Joan Rivers jewelry sweaters shoes pictures torn from
magazines towels soap chips dirt dead animals secrets my mother was a hoarder
we did not speak for a century when she was eighty and four I visited her house
my mother was a hoarder like the television show which never reveals the smell
the death linger the secrets my mother was a hoarder when she died at eighty
and nine a dead apricot poodle discovered behind her refrigerator and the rest the rest my
mother was a hoarder I do not watch the television show I know the smell my mother
was a hoarder oh the smell a corpse floating in ditch water my mother was a
hoarder she hoarded secrets bodies the smell a corpse floating in milk my
mother was a hoarder worse than you can imagine narrow pathway through her
house littered with dead mice dog shit on the table birds screaming from cages
dander coating grease walls my mother was a hoarder kept corpses floating wet
in her house with its perfectly manicured lawn my mother was a hoarder hoarded secrets
hoarded her hubands hoarded her children hard enough to float them dead dead in
sour pools of milk
7 Comments:
the most devastating line in this devastating poem is "her house with its perfectly manicured lawn."
you might be writing another book with these poems, an autobiography.
maybe.
Oh god I don’t know if I have the courage these poems make me ill, but my son has said the same. Also I just used one of my five allotted in my lifetime commas. For you. Because I love you.
R
I also believe that I can’t write the poem I want to write until I write the poem I’m supposed to write. One poem passes its seed into the next poem if that makes sense so I have to write the poems that make me ill or I stop. xo
Hugs Rebecca. This must be so very hard.
Xoxo
Barbara
Thank you Barbara, it is both hard and extremely cathartic. I am relieved to be telling the truth bang in these poems rather than fancy dancing around it though I didn’t have an inkling of what was to come when I signed on for 30 in 30, but it shook me out of my writing slumber. Love Rebecca
The top of my head just exploded. I think this might be a book, too. XOXOX.
Hi Pamela and thank you. Maybe a book. Maybe after my death. Right now I just feel tired. xo
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