Thursday, January 5, 2017

this is my seventh day here my seventh night
my first night here alone except for Orlando who stays close to me when her boy is gone
truthfully I cannot even stand to look out the back where my beloved disappeared into the forest
seven days ago
seven days ago
and it's so cold 18 degrees
and now tears
and now wailing
and no one to hear
I feel utterly alone
I feel utterly lonely


Blogger Ms. Moon said...

I am not there but I am here. I am holding you tightly in my heart.

January 5, 2017 at 7:10 PM  
Blogger liv said...

My arms wrapped tight around you. I'm crying with you, for you, for your love.

January 5, 2017 at 9:04 PM  
Blogger 37paddington said...

I am here too, arms around you too. When will your son be back? Maybe tomorrow you can go and have breakfast at the place you like. And just sit for a while watching people. I don't mean to give advice. But being around other humans, even unknown ones, can help sometimes. I wish I were there to keep you company in your grief.

January 5, 2017 at 10:03 PM  
Blogger Joanne said...

I love you R and know that lonliness of Big Bear being somewhere else. My love is watching over you😪

January 5, 2017 at 10:14 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Praying that he has found refuge somewhere. You are not alone in your grief. All of us here love you.

January 6, 2017 at 4:45 AM  
Blogger Pamela Johnson Parker said...

You're not alone, and neither is your Little Bear.

Both of you are loved.

January 8, 2017 at 3:51 PM  
Blogger Lulu LaBonne said...

I am so sorry, I do hope he comes back xxx

January 10, 2017 at 11:26 AM  

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