Pig and farm report
Tuesday my son and I drove to Tru-Value Hardware in town and I bought two forest green fake as in plastic but sturdy Adirondack chairs for $19.00 each and two small folding side tables to match we spent the day in the sun on the deck drinking Dr. Pepper and soaking it in I actually put on my swimsuit
yesterday we were both frozen with grief and my son wandered around outside and I did not
this morning my son finally left for his father's house for the orchard and I am anxious and it's raining and I am sad and it's raining and I am sad
I'm going to make Julia Child's French bread because it takes forever and it's complicated with many steps also I have some radishes from a farm close to me so red and fresh and I crave a radish and butter sandwich but I have no bread and no desire to drive to get some hell I don't even want to leave the house to fetch the mail so there it is I tried to type purchased in the first paragraph of this dispatch I tried to type it six different ways but could not find the correct way until I reached this stop
last night I dreamed Jupiter was a beautiful woman eating in a restaurant in NY
today Jupiter is looking at me scornfully because I don't feel like running around with her magic piece of stretchy string those gold eyes those gold eyes
love
yesterday we were both frozen with grief and my son wandered around outside and I did not
this morning my son finally left for his father's house for the orchard and I am anxious and it's raining and I am sad and it's raining and I am sad
I'm going to make Julia Child's French bread because it takes forever and it's complicated with many steps also I have some radishes from a farm close to me so red and fresh and I crave a radish and butter sandwich but I have no bread and no desire to drive to get some hell I don't even want to leave the house to fetch the mail so there it is I tried to type purchased in the first paragraph of this dispatch I tried to type it six different ways but could not find the correct way until I reached this stop
last night I dreamed Jupiter was a beautiful woman eating in a restaurant in NY
today Jupiter is looking at me scornfully because I don't feel like running around with her magic piece of stretchy string those gold eyes those gold eyes
love
posted by Radish King at 12:07 PM
2 Comments:
Love. So much.
And more love from me.
It is so stunningly unbelievable and yet, real, when death occurs. It truly is the great conundrum. I doubt there is anything better to do right now than to bake bread.
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