Sunday Special panicattackoutofnowhere
god I wish Denzel would comfort me tell me it's okay it's okay
posted by Radish King at 8:43 AM
Sunday, April 9, 2017
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Consumed, David Cronenberg
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The Strange Library, Haruki Murakami
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SATURN, Simon Jacobs
The Paris Review, #211
Versailles, Kathryn Davis
The Last Illusion, Porochista Khakpour
Revival, Stephen King
Oryx and Crake, Margaret Atwood
The Year of the Flood, Margaret Atwood
MaddAddam, Margaret Atwood
Phoenix Island, Charlotte Paul
The Cat Who Walks Through Walls, Robert Heinlein
Ham On Rye, Charles Bukowski
Supervision, Alison Stine
Frida's Fiestas, Recipes and Reminiscences of Life
With Frida Kahlo, Guadalupe Reviera
God Help the Child, Toni Morrison
Revolutionary Road, Richard Yates
Dead Youth, or, The Leaks, Joyelle McSweeney
A Boat, A Whale, & A Walrus, Renee Erickson
Mrs Dalloway, Virginia Woolf
The First Bad Man, Miranda July
The Hours, Michael Cunningham
Friday, Robert Heinlein
Woman of Letters, A Life of Virginia Woolf, Phyllis Rose
Ban en Banlieue, Bhanu Kapil
Daughter of the Queen of Sheba, Jackie Lyden
The Argonauts, Maggie Nelson
Haints Stay, Colin Winnette
Adeline, A Novel of Virginia Woolf, Norah Vincent
Forklift, Ohio: A Journal of Poetry, Cooking & Light Industrial Safety, Spring 2015, Issue 29-30
Mrs Woolf and the Servants, Alison Light
Hold Still, Sally Mann
The Letters of Vita Sackville-West to Virginia Woolf, edited by Louise DeSalvo and Mitchell A. Leaska
Go Set a Watchman, Harper Lee
The Festival of Insignificance, Milan Kundera
Finders Keepers, Stephen King
The Medicament Predicament, Corey Mesler
Why Be Happy When You Could Be Normal?, Jeanette Winterson
Ten Days In A Mad-House, Nellie Bly
Cooking At Home On Rue Tatin, Susan Loomis
The Girl On The Train, Paula Hawkins
So You've Been Publicly Shamed, Jon Ronson
Buvette, The Pleasure of Good Food, Jody Williams
The Small Backs of Children, Lidia Yuknavitch
The Scamp, Jennifer Pashley
The Electric Kool-Aid Acid Test, Tom Wolfe
Coyote, Colin Winnette
In Cold Blood, Truman Capote
CHEER UP FEMME FATALE, Kim Yideum
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Alison Stine
Allison's Retired Bicycle
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Angella Lister
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Kim Hyesoon
Lady Margaret’s Curlers
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8 Comments:
I'm sorry. I'm sorry it happened and I'm sorry Denzel isn't there.
It is okay, though. It is.
Squirrel-cheeked, best-haired bear girl, your bleeding heart BLOOMED. That kind of small magic is everything.
I, too, wish Denzel was there with you to hold you and tell you it's okay. But, it is. It is okay.
I'm not Denzel, but it's ok. It's ok. Love.
Xoxo
Barbara
You are always beautiful! I love this photo of you like all the others. Denzel called me and he said he loves you madly and I do too.❤
Thank you Mary. It wasn't okay not one bit but it is okay today and that's what I'm banking on.
Darling Laurel, I am sustained by small magic and Laurel magic as well.
Barbara, but what if you WERE Denzel? I have never seen you. There are stranger things...
x
Joanne, I love your blind to me starry eyes. You make me feel loved. xo
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