4/30

Let’s pretend we know what 1963 looks like. 
            ~ Don Draper

Shauna my sister never met not found raised by bear forest river same apart Lark my sister drank weed killer killed her milky poison in milky milk bottle beside the garbage the garbage can for the collect the collector the collection man the garbage man Shauna lives in Phoenix or Coeur d’Alene or Grand Central Station no friend of mine missing missed Lark my sister dead Shauna raised by bear forest river uncle pretended pretending she to be my cousin she knows or does not know I’ve seen her face her gold hair we share the empty father Lark dead at three perfect gold three garbage girls three ripped girls three broken girls burnt girls torn girls three perfect gold girls three golden gold haired girls.